My reason for not doing something has always been because I was scared. It has become my easy way out. My exit. My excuse. Obviously I would never actually say that it was because I was scared…. I would usually just think of something else to get out of the situation. What I am so afraid of…I don’t really know. Maybe I’m scared of getting hurt, getting close, being vulnerable…

But for once I’m trying not to be so scared. I’m trying to just go with it and enjoy it. Keyword : trying. I suppose that’s a start though..

that is all. 

lurve, aj<3